Adjustment is the best word I can think of right now for what I feel I am going through! Shoot, the past 7 months have been one big adjustment after another since Surgery but again I really feel that I'm going through another "big" one! I am now back to living with my family and to cook and sit down for dinners together. I have been eating SO BAD for months now and I think it is finally catching up with me. I am still a firm believer that I don't want to be "dieting" but just want to eat healthy, enjoy what I can eat and just LIVE life! I have been neglectful of my protein intake though so that MUST change! I have also been out of touch with working out and after doing 2 5Ks this past weekend it showed! Yes, my times were still "normal" for me but if I had been training and working out like I should they should have been better!
I also haven't made another appointment with the NUT yet :( She's kind of annoying so I don't know if I want to really deal with her until I get myself back on track! So far this week things have been good except the scale :( That dang thing is going to really annoy me this week! I was up at my weigh in on Monday and so I went ahead and stepped on it on Tue and I was up even more! UGH :( I have got all my protein in on Mon and Tue and I did a step class last night and I held 2lb weights and did arms throughout the whole 45 min class!! WOOHOO!! Hurt but felt Great too! LOL
I LOVE to work out but I just have to find the time with my family being here! I need to make myself get up early and go run because I have to admit, I do miss running! CRAZY I know! LOL
So I totally feel that I am all over the place, which reading back over this I am! LOL BUT that is me, I have always been all over the place so just deal with it!
I am happy though, that is for sure! I am wearing a size 10 pants and a Med top and right now my weight is around 167. I still want (SO BADLY) to see 150lbs but we'll see what my body has in store for me! As for my size, I am HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! I haven't been a size 10 since HIGHSCHOOL! It's still just so crazy to think that in highschool I was "fat" though at a size 10 and now I am rejoiceing to be this size! LOL
I also haven't made another appointment with the NUT yet :( She's kind of annoying so I don't know if I want to really deal with her until I get myself back on track! So far this week things have been good except the scale :( That dang thing is going to really annoy me this week! I was up at my weigh in on Monday and so I went ahead and stepped on it on Tue and I was up even more! UGH :( I have got all my protein in on Mon and Tue and I did a step class last night and I held 2lb weights and did arms throughout the whole 45 min class!! WOOHOO!! Hurt but felt Great too! LOL
I LOVE to work out but I just have to find the time with my family being here! I need to make myself get up early and go run because I have to admit, I do miss running! CRAZY I know! LOL
So I totally feel that I am all over the place, which reading back over this I am! LOL BUT that is me, I have always been all over the place so just deal with it!
I am happy though, that is for sure! I am wearing a size 10 pants and a Med top and right now my weight is around 167. I still want (SO BADLY) to see 150lbs but we'll see what my body has in store for me! As for my size, I am HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! I haven't been a size 10 since HIGHSCHOOL! It's still just so crazy to think that in highschool I was "fat" though at a size 10 and now I am rejoiceing to be this size! LOL
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