My goal has ALWAYS been to weigh 150lbs. I think this is a good number for my body and I have never come this close to weighing it! I was OVERJOYED this morning when I stepped on the scale and it said 159.4!! A part of me knows that I will hit my goal weight but there is another side that is really reluntant to believe it. I've done this weight thing A LOT throughout my life and I just don't want to be disspointed again. I know that since I have been sleeved everything is different but you can't help but think about the what-ifs.
I have been REALLY bad about exercise over the last few weeks. I have done NOTHING :( UGH I know, horrible! I sit here and I'm So tired and I say I can't work out, I'm tired, well I'm tired because I'm getting no physical exercise! I really just need to bring my workout clothes to work and get my butt over to the gym after work, no more excuses!
Eating, well it's been good and bad. I've been very snacky lately and I know it's because I've let myself eat a lot more carbs and not as much protein! That will always be a work in progress though. I will find a good balance for a little bit and something will change. I know the rest of my life will be working towards a good balance!
BUT Overall I am SO HAPPY with where I am!!! 159 BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!
