Thursday, December 15, 2011

It's Going

Thats about all I can really say about my WL now is that it's going Nowhere which is EXACTLY what I want!!  I have been bouncing around within a few lbs and that is exactly what I want!  I am very happy with my size of clothes and am happy with myself now and I want to stay here!  The other day I had to buy some more work clothes (because I guess I can't do my job effecitivly if I'm wearing jeans??) and I tried on a size 8 skirt and it was loose so I figured what the hey I'll try on a 6!  OMFG It FIT!!!!!!  I know I have said it before but I NEVER thought I would be this size! LOL 

I was looking back through pictures on FB on the other day and seeing all these shots of me before surgery and I see how big I was but I remember that I never really thought of myself as being that big but I really was!  I am SO HAPPY to be where I am now and I hope I can maintain this forever!!

Monday, December 5, 2011

Maintaining?

So now it's time to maintain my weight but I am not 100% sure how to do that?  I hit my goal weight and then bounced right back up 5lbs and then slowly came back now and now today I'm at my lowest yet of 149.2.  I had some friends comment on how "Skinny" I was now and how I may be losing too much weight.  I don't know what to think about this?  I feel good and I feel like I still have curves but these ladies opinions do matter to me, they are just honest friends!  I don't want to be too skinny and I am happy with my current size clothes so I really just need to figure out this maintaining thing! The other problem is I am now anemic again :(  The doc called today and I have to start of supplements again! BOO  I just hope I can get it under control quickly.